This week has got to be one of the worst weeks ever. On a personal note I think everyone knows my lovely 2 year old dog Arial passed away from a tick bite. On that very same day four of the original core members left the guild. Two of these guys have left alts in the guild but haven't been raiding with us or playing often. Sven and Vonds have both left. This is a good thing as these guys and gals have gone on to achieve what they couldn't achieve in Rifties. This week has definitely felt like a bit of a haze serious conversations and heartbreak. I've learned a lot about myself this week. I've been reflecting a lot about my failure as a guild leader and a dog owner. My inability to act quickly to address long standing issues which caused drama and disharmony in the guild. For this I apologize profusely. I will do my best to prevent this from happening in the future or minimise this kind of thing. I would also like to thank the people who have sent very supportive messages to me through the week about the loss of my assistant raider Arial. I would also like to thank the people who have supported me in losing a few people from the guild and have assisted in re-grouping. A particular thanks to Bashybashy who talked everyday to me, Choy for making me laugh and Callum for reminding me what day it is and calling me "love and Darl". This always cheers me up. Pangit for his confidence in the future of our progression through the raid.
Congratulations to the new officers Seebo and Pangit. Sarior has joined the guild!!! I was so happy about this, as you all know I've been recruiting Sarior for two years, this goes to show persistence pays off. Amongst the darkness of this week some great news that Zems operation to remove the cancer was successful. A long surgery of seven hours. In true fighter spirit Zem is doing well and dying to get home later on today with any luck. Fingers crossed Seebo will be back to raiding soon.
The week finished on a high after returning from our walk with Leeroy, Bain and I logged on to find an alt raid happening. The atmosphere was light with the banter between the guildies on TS bringing me to tears of laughter. It was terrific to see Trissa and Mrs Pangit in the raid having fun too. I'm looking forward to more of these. I definitely need the practice healing. It was such a fun night and a great way to ease the tension I'd been feeling. I feel sure we can get through this loss and do well in heroic raiding.





